Tomorrow is the day. I have to get myself all prepared for tomorrow.
Let's hope I am able to overcome this experience confidently.
If only confidence can be bought...
Tomorrow
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Very very messy!
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Everything is in a mess. My room, my head but thankfully not my life. Currently I am procrasinating from cleaning my room. Being a teacher is sure a messy job! My colour pencils and paints and like all over my dressing table fr some reasons! I have yet organize my other colour papers properly.. My farm land is back with me.. HAHA! Ouh and my styrofoam god knws what to do with it!
Yesterday sch in the morning before going down fr work. At work receiver some shocking news. And I am still in shock and freakingly worried! I do not know if I can handle it! But I must stay positive since my mentor has confidence in me. I must prove to her and especially myself that I can do it. After work meet the babylove.
He send me home so I could change before going out again to get our hair trimmed. And we were stuck at bedok because of the heavy rain! After which we headed to Parkway for banquet and then geylang fr ciggies before finally making our way to MUSTAFA!
For the first time ever I didn't stay at MUSTAFA for an hour or more! Thanks to the shopping list I made. So it was much much easier to get everything that I wanted and not spend on unnecessary items! I am so proud of myself!
After toiletries and grocery shopping done, we thought of going to ECP to slack but the unpredictable rain made us stop at Esplanade and we got stuck there till 2am when the rain was not that heavy before going home.
I love u babylove!
Yesterday sch in the morning before going down fr work. At work receiver some shocking news. And I am still in shock and freakingly worried! I do not know if I can handle it! But I must stay positive since my mentor has confidence in me. I must prove to her and especially myself that I can do it. After work meet the babylove.
He send me home so I could change before going out again to get our hair trimmed. And we were stuck at bedok because of the heavy rain! After which we headed to Parkway for banquet and then geylang fr ciggies before finally making our way to MUSTAFA!
For the first time ever I didn't stay at MUSTAFA for an hour or more! Thanks to the shopping list I made. So it was much much easier to get everything that I wanted and not spend on unnecessary items! I am so proud of myself!
After toiletries and grocery shopping done, we thought of going to ECP to slack but the unpredictable rain made us stop at Esplanade and we got stuck there till 2am when the rain was not that heavy before going home.
I love u babylove!
Busy week
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Its coming to the end of the week and I have been a bz bee! Like seriously.
Monday work and sch. We had to do a grp presentation which is to be presented today and that phrase is over! Tuesday had Literacy Skills activity frm 9-5 and after which we stayed back till 8+ to get everything done with the sudden blackout at sch! Life is so unpredictable ok!
Wed work for 2 hrs before going to sch fr a meeting with HR.. and after which free time fr us to complete our projects. Today work and sch. Presented, studied and we ended early.. Alhamdulillah!
Tomorrow another day of training at sch before going fr work! Leceh!!
PS: If ever you want to talk behind others PLEASE get your spelling right! It jut show that you just know how to talk! OMG can?
On a happier note, I received good news and alhamdulillah! Will work even harder and better to prove to those who thinks I am incompetent that I am.. Pictures to show that I am doing very well in sch! haha..
Monday work and sch. We had to do a grp presentation which is to be presented today and that phrase is over! Tuesday had Literacy Skills activity frm 9-5 and after which we stayed back till 8+ to get everything done with the sudden blackout at sch! Life is so unpredictable ok!
Wed work for 2 hrs before going to sch fr a meeting with HR.. and after which free time fr us to complete our projects. Today work and sch. Presented, studied and we ended early.. Alhamdulillah!
Tomorrow another day of training at sch before going fr work! Leceh!!
PS: If ever you want to talk behind others PLEASE get your spelling right! It jut show that you just know how to talk! OMG can?
On a happier note, I received good news and alhamdulillah! Will work even harder and better to prove to those who thinks I am incompetent that I am.. Pictures to show that I am doing very well in sch! haha..
School and Work.
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Another week has passed and well, school is not getting any better. Just ended my 3rd module and now quater way on the 4th. It is fun but knowing that it is 2 and a half years course just makes me sigh even more. Work is getting better, but sadly this week i can't be with my children as there were not enough teachers. Todds or N1s fr the whole week with not much communication with my children.
Fridays courses at school is making me miss my children even more. I hope next week i am finally able to spend time and communicate with them. Coming to the 3rd mth for me and I do see progress in myself. Alhamdulillah.
Babylove is recovering well, as usual the weekly meetups. ION on wednesday. We wanted to get a couple of things in the next few months. Insyaallah.
Today went jogging with Idah. Fruitful enough. I am so going to make it a weekly routine. Thank you Idah!
I miss blood as usual.
Fridays courses at school is making me miss my children even more. I hope next week i am finally able to spend time and communicate with them. Coming to the 3rd mth for me and I do see progress in myself. Alhamdulillah.
Babylove is recovering well, as usual the weekly meetups. ION on wednesday. We wanted to get a couple of things in the next few months. Insyaallah.
Today went jogging with Idah. Fruitful enough. I am so going to make it a weekly routine. Thank you Idah!
I miss blood as usual.
Deepavali
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Today our indians friends would be celebrating their festival of lights; Deepavali. So to all my indians friends and colleagues HAPPY DEEPAVALI.
My Deepavali celebration at work was fun, fun, fun! Our celebration was combined with Hari Raya so it was a DEEPARAYA Celebration!
So the celebration started at 10am for us. First was the showcase of their outfits class by class. Most of them dress-up but sadly for my class it was the Malay boys and 2 other chinese children. Never mind!..
*//The child care teachers
After the showcase of outfits. The whole ctr was split into 2. Julie asked me to take charge of our class. So first was Hari Raya, the tasting of the kuihs! I know my children keep wanting more but well, sorry darlings.. Next was Deepavali, there was a story-tellng by Vit first before the children get to taste muruku. But sadly not all enjoyed the muruku because most of them complain that it was really hard to bite. :) After which we went back to class, they change and drank their water.
Lunch was Nasi Lemak with papadum. My class ate with their hands! Cute-ness ok! Some struggle as usual. And some are slow as usual. So after getting all the kids for nap time. The apprentices went to eat. Maklum we have class on that day.
After eating, I change into my clothes before all of us said our goodbyes and rush to sch. But knowing we were already late. We stop for pictures after getting out of the lift, while waiting for the skytrain. We took pictures again in the MRT while waiting for it to leave for tanah merah! :)
My Deepavali celebration at work was fun, fun, fun! Our celebration was combined with Hari Raya so it was a DEEPARAYA Celebration!
So the celebration started at 10am for us. First was the showcase of their outfits class by class. Most of them dress-up but sadly for my class it was the Malay boys and 2 other chinese children. Never mind!..
*//The child care teachers
After the showcase of outfits. The whole ctr was split into 2. Julie asked me to take charge of our class. So first was Hari Raya, the tasting of the kuihs! I know my children keep wanting more but well, sorry darlings.. Next was Deepavali, there was a story-tellng by Vit first before the children get to taste muruku. But sadly not all enjoyed the muruku because most of them complain that it was really hard to bite. :) After which we went back to class, they change and drank their water.
Lunch was Nasi Lemak with papadum. My class ate with their hands! Cute-ness ok! Some struggle as usual. And some are slow as usual. So after getting all the kids for nap time. The apprentices went to eat. Maklum we have class on that day.
After eating, I change into my clothes before all of us said our goodbyes and rush to sch. But knowing we were already late. We stop for pictures after getting out of the lift, while waiting for the skytrain. We took pictures again in the MRT while waiting for it to leave for tanah merah! :)
The 2nd
Monday, October 12, 2009
We enjoyed our 2nd. Insyaallah many more to come. :)
Super Busy
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Guess I will be updating once a week from now on. My life is now on the roller coaster ride! Especially in terms of study! Mampos ok! So sorry for the lack of update.
I am now free for now only because I have diligently finish my assignment which is due tomorrow! Thank god for Jevelle who accompany me finish our assignment. 8 pages more than 2,000 words! All done plus APA referencing! Good job!
This week has been fruitful enough for me. Babylove went back to work on tuesday and I did opening at work on tuesday. Babylove's stich is removed on monday and he is on his way to recovering! :) Hafiz went to NS on the 6th. Sorry Hafiz I din't meet you. Nad, stay strong ok! I am always here but sorry I have been busy. Irfan sumpah aku rindu kau! Maybe on Hafiz's book out days dinner again please. Sesungguhnye we need a meet up!
Work has been well, fun? I really feel rewarded at work. The kids smiles and laughter, the way they say I love you and I miss you to me. Nothing can ever beat that feeling! School has been not good. I am so lost at school! The lecturers are so not helping! And I need HELP!
Been meeting Babylove everyday and I am enjoying everyday with him. Caught 2 movies with him over the week Phobia 2 and Haeundae : The Deadly Tsunami. I love you Babylove! We are coming to our 2nd month very soon and I am very proud of us. Despite our fights and arguments we are still staying positive next to each other.
I am now free for now only because I have diligently finish my assignment which is due tomorrow! Thank god for Jevelle who accompany me finish our assignment. 8 pages more than 2,000 words! All done plus APA referencing! Good job!
This week has been fruitful enough for me. Babylove went back to work on tuesday and I did opening at work on tuesday. Babylove's stich is removed on monday and he is on his way to recovering! :) Hafiz went to NS on the 6th. Sorry Hafiz I din't meet you. Nad, stay strong ok! I am always here but sorry I have been busy. Irfan sumpah aku rindu kau! Maybe on Hafiz's book out days dinner again please. Sesungguhnye we need a meet up!
Work has been well, fun? I really feel rewarded at work. The kids smiles and laughter, the way they say I love you and I miss you to me. Nothing can ever beat that feeling! School has been not good. I am so lost at school! The lecturers are so not helping! And I need HELP!
Been meeting Babylove everyday and I am enjoying everyday with him. Caught 2 movies with him over the week Phobia 2 and Haeundae : The Deadly Tsunami. I love you Babylove! We are coming to our 2nd month very soon and I am very proud of us. Despite our fights and arguments we are still staying positive next to each other.
